Joy in the Morning
CONTENTS I. The Ditch II. Her Country Too III. The Swallow IV. Only One of Them V. The V.C. VI. He That Loseth His Life Shall Find It VII. The Silver Stirrup VIII. The Russian IX. Robina's Doll X. Dundonald's Destroyer
humiliated and belittled. But he was too generous and perhaps too
clever to allow her to suppose that he attributed her coldness to weak
jealousy. That would have placed her at a disadvantage which her pride
would never have forgiven.
"So you believed me to be a vain contemptible idiot," he said, "Then
you did perfectly right to scorn me." He drove on furiously, with
tense lips and contracted brow. She had misjudged him cruelly, but he
would not descend to harsh accusation. Helene was decidedly
uncomfortable. "I have never scorned you," she said. "It was because
I believed you superior to the folly and weakness of ordinary men that
it grieved me to think you were otherwise."
"It grieved you," he repeated in a softer tone. "Hereafter I wish you
would confide all your griefs to me the moment you are aware of them."
"To tell the truth, I don't expect to have any more." She laughed her
old joyous friendly laugh, and he stretched his arm across her lap to
adjust the robe more closely to her form. Her attitude towards him had
completely changed, concretely as well as abstractly, for now she sat
cosily and contentedly by his side, instead of perching herself a yard
away, and allowing the winter winds to emphasize the coldness that had
existed between them. This wonderful improvement in the mental
atmosphere made them oblivious to a change in the outer air until
Helene remarked upon the peculiar odour of smoke about them. This
increased until it became almost stifling. Evidently the blazing brush
CONTENTS I. The Ditch II. Her Country Too III. The Swallow IV. Only One of Them V. The V.C. VI. He That Loseth His Life Shall Find It VII. The Silver Stirrup VIII. The Russian IX. Robina's Doll X. Dundonald's Destroyer