Watersprings
WATERSPRINGS BY ARTHUR CHRISTOPHER BENSON "For in the wilderness shall waters break out, and streams in the desert" 1913
"No, Sebastian would not do that. You are quite right there; there is
no tinge of meanness in the man's nature. He likes to be first in
the field; but he would acclaim with delight another man's scientific
triumph--if another anticipated him; for would it not mean a triumph for
universal science?--and is not the advancement of science Sebastian's
religion? But... he would do almost as much, or more. He would stab a
man without remorse, if he thought that by stabbing him he could advance
knowledge."
I recognised at once the truth of her diagnosis. "Nurse Wade," I cried,
"you are a wonderful woman! I believe you are right; but--how did you
come to think of it?"
A cloud passed over her brow. "I have reason to know it," she answered,
slowly. Then her voice changed. "Take another muffin."
I helped myself and paused. I laid down my cup, and gazed at her. What a
beautiful, tender, sympathetic face! And yet, how able! She stirred the
fire uneasily. I looked and hesitated. I had often wondered why I never
dared ask Hilda Wade one question that was nearest my heart. I think it
must have been because I respected her so profoundly. The deeper your
admiration and respect for a woman, the harder you find it in the end
to ask her. At last I ALMOST made up my mind. "I cannot think," I began,
"what can have induced a girl like you, with means and friends, with
brains and"--I drew back, then I plumped it out--"beauty, to take to
such a life as this--a life which seems, in many ways, so unworthy of
WATERSPRINGS BY ARTHUR CHRISTOPHER BENSON "For in the wilderness shall waters break out, and streams in the desert" 1913