the whole case--by myself. Time after time I have re-tried it. I
have been my own accuser, my own defender, and my own judge. I
have been more impartial than any one else could be--that I venture
to say. I have paced up and down the gallery there, turning every
one of my actions upside down and inside out. I have examined them
from all sides as unsparingly, as pitilessly, as any lawyer of them
all. And the final judgment I have always come to is this: the one
person I have sinned against is--myself.
MRS. BORKMAN.
And what about me? What about your son?
BORKMAN.
You and he are included in what I mean when I say myself.
MRS. BORKMAN.
And what about the hundreds of others, then--the people you are
said to have ruined?
BORKMAN.
[More vehemently.] I had power in my hands! And then I felt
the irresistible vocation within me! The prisoned millions lay
all over the country, deep in the bowels of the earth, calling
aloud to me! They shrieked to me to free them! But no one else
heard their cry--I alone had ears for it.
Book 53 2 Thessalonians
001:001 Paul, Silvanus, and Timothy, to the assembly of the Thessalonians
in God our Father, and the Lord Jesus Christ:
001:002 Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.
001:003 We are bound to always give thanks to God for you,
brothers,{The word for "brothers" here and where context
allows may also be correctly translated "brothers and sisters"
or "siblings."} even as it is appropriate, because your faith
grows exceedingly, and the love of each and every one of you
towards one another abounds;
001:004 so that we ourselves boast about you in the assemblies of God
for your patience and faith in all your persecutions and in
the afflictions which you endure.
001:005 This is an obvious sign of the righteous judgment of God,
to the end that you may be counted worthy of the Kingdom of God,
for which you also suffer.
001:006 Since it is a righteous thing with God to repay affliction
to those who afflict you,
001:007 and to give relief to you who are afflicted with us,
when the Lord Jesus is revealed from heaven with his mighty
angels in flaming fire,
MRS. BORKMAN.
Yes, to the branding of the name of Borkman.
BORKMAN.
If the others had had the power, do you think they would not
have acted exactly as I did?
MRS. BORKMAN.
No one, no one but you would have done it!
BORKMAN.
Perhaps not. But that would have been because they had not my
brains. And if they had done it, it would not have been with my
aims in view. The act would have been a different act. In short,
I have acquitted myself.
ELLA RENTHEIM.
[Softly and appealingly.] Oh, can you say that so confidently,
Borkman?
BORKMAN.
[Nodding.] Acquitted myself on that score. But then comes the
great, crushing self-accusation.
MRS. BORKMAN.