The Bell in the Fog and Other Stories
The Bell in the Fog And Other Stories By Gertrude Atherton Author of "Rulers of Kings" "The Conqueror" etc. New York and London Harper & Brothers Publishers :: 1905 To The Master
My situation has this special improvement, that the drudgery I do now is
done at the instance of the general good, and no longer at the dictation
of mere routine.
_February 2._
DEAR MOTHER,--I go on with this letter in the billet, where the great
worry of accumulated work fills up the void which Melancholy would make
her own.
Dark days have come upon me, and nothingness seems the end of all,
whereas all that is in my being had assured me of the plenitude of the
universe. Yes, devotion, not to individuals but to the social ideal of
brotherhood, sustains me still. Oh, what a magnificent example is to be
found in Jesus and in the poor. That righteous aristocrat, showing by
His abhorrent task the infinite obligation of altruistic duty, and
teaching, above all, that no return of gratitude should be demanded. . . .
To my experience of men and things I owe this tranquillity of
expecting nothing from any one. Thus duty takes an abstract form,
deprived of a human object.
An unspeakable sunrise to-day! Another spring draws near. . . . I want
to tell you about our three days in the first line.
Snow and frost. We went down the slopes leading to our emplacement in
The Bell in the Fog And Other Stories By Gertrude Atherton Author of "Rulers of Kings" "The Conqueror" etc. New York and London Harper & Brothers Publishers :: 1905 To The Master