Joy in the Morning
CONTENTS I. The Ditch II. Her Country Too III. The Swallow IV. Only One of Them V. The V.C. VI. He That Loseth His Life Shall Find It VII. The Silver Stirrup VIII. The Russian IX. Robina's Doll X. Dundonald's Destroyer
I should be heartbroken without them."
"Having first accepted me as your servant, you now permit me to love
you," he said, trembling and looking in my face at each word. "My
first prayer has been more than answered."
"But," I hastened to reply, "your position seems to me a better one
than mine. I should not object to change places, and this change it
lies with you to bring about."
"In my turn, I thank you," he replied. "I know the duties of a
faithful lover. It is mine to prove that I am worthy of you; the
trials shall be as long as you choose to make them. If I belie your
hopes, you have only--God! that I should say it--to reject me."
"I know that you love me," I replied. "_So far_," with a cruel
emphasis on the words, "you stand first in my regard. Otherwise you
would not be here."
Then we began to walk up and down as we talked, and I must say that so
soon as my Spaniard had recovered himself he put forth the genuine
eloquence of the heart. It was not passion it breathed, but a
marvelous tenderness of feeling which he beautifully compared to the
divine love. His thrilling voice, which lent an added charm to
thoughts, in themselves so exquisite, reminded me of the nightingale's
note. He spoke low, using only the middle tones of a fine instrument,
CONTENTS I. The Ditch II. Her Country Too III. The Swallow IV. Only One of Them V. The V.C. VI. He That Loseth His Life Shall Find It VII. The Silver Stirrup VIII. The Russian IX. Robina's Doll X. Dundonald's Destroyer