Diary of a Nursing Sister on the Western Front, 1914-1915
Diary of a Nursing Sister on the Western Front 1914-1915 "Naught broken save this body, lost but breath. Nothing to shake the laughing heart's long peace there, But only agony, and that has ending; And the worst friend and enemy is but Death." William Blackwood and Sons Edinburgh and London 1915 CONTENTS. PAGE
love me still, confusedly, if some glimmering light yet lasts in the
depths of her. What will become of me--all alone?
She was so sensitive, and so restless! A hundred details of her
vivacity come to life again in my eyes. Stupidly, I contemplate the
poker, the tongs, the big spoon--all the things she used to flourish as
she chattered. There they are--fallen, paralyzed, mute!
As in a dream I go back to the times when she talked and shouted, to
days of youth, to days of spring and of springtime dresses; and all the
while my gaze, piercing that gay and airy vision, settles on the dark
stain of the hand that lies there like the shadow of a hand, on the
sheet.
My eyes are jumbling things together. I see our garden in the first
fine days of the year; our garden--it is behind that wall--so narrow is
it that the reflected sunshine from our two windows dapples the whole
of it; so small that it only holds some pot-encaged plants, except for
the three currant bushes which have always been there. In the scarves
of the sun rays a bird--a robin--is hopping on the twigs like a rag
jewel. All dusty in the sunshine our red hound, Mirliton, is warming
himself. So gaunt is he you feel sure he must be a fast runner.
Certainly he runs after glimpsed rabbits on Sundays in the country, but
he never caught any. He never caught anything but fleas. When I lag
behind because of my littleness my aunt turns round, on the edge of the
footpath, and holds out her arms, and I run to her, and she stoops as I
Diary of a Nursing Sister on the Western Front 1914-1915 "Naught broken save this body, lost but breath. Nothing to shake the laughing heart's long peace there, But only agony, and that has ending; And the worst friend and enemy is but Death." William Blackwood and Sons Edinburgh and London 1915 CONTENTS. PAGE