The Letters of Queen Victoria, Volume 1 (of 3), 1837-1843) A Selection from Her Majesty\'s Correspondence Between the Years 1837 and 1861
THE LETTERS OF QUEEN VICTORIA A SELECTION FROM HER MAJESTY'S CORRESPONDENCE BETWEEN THE YEARS 1837 AND 1861 PUBLISHED BY AUTHORITY OF HIS MAJESTY THE KING EDITED BY ARTHUR CHRISTOPHER BENSON, M.A. AND VISCOUNT ESHER, G.C.V.O., K.C.B. IN THREE VOLUMES VOL. I.--1837-1843
away from her. But when I heard her moaning I began to sob too, hiding
my face in my hands. But I did not sob long, and I knew that I was not
as sorry as I wanted to be. I tried to cry, but I could not shed a
single tear. I was a little bit ashamed of myself because I believed
that one ought to cry when somebody died, and I didn't dare uncover my
face for fear that Sister Marie-Aimee should think that I was hard
hearted. I listened to her crying. Her moaning reminded me of the
wind at winter-time in the big fireplace. It went up and down as if
she were trying to compose a kind of song. Then her voice stumbled and
broke, and ended up in deep trembling notes. A little before
dinner-time, Madeleine came into the refectory. She took Sister
Marie-Aimee away with her, putting her arm round her, and taking care
of her as they walked. In the evening she told us that M. le Cure had
died in Rome, and that he would be brought back to be buried with his
family.
Next day Sister Marie-Aimee looked after us as usual. She didn't cry
any more, but she would not let us talk to her. She walked along with
her eyes on the ground, and seemed to have forgotten me. I had only
one day more, as the Mother Superior had told me I should be fetched
next day, for the day after was the feast of St. John. In the evening,
at the end of prayers, when Sister Marie-Aimee had said, "Lord, be
pitiful to exiles and give your aid to prisoners," she added, in a loud
THE LETTERS OF QUEEN VICTORIA A SELECTION FROM HER MAJESTY'S CORRESPONDENCE BETWEEN THE YEARS 1837 AND 1861 PUBLISHED BY AUTHORITY OF HIS MAJESTY THE KING EDITED BY ARTHUR CHRISTOPHER BENSON, M.A. AND VISCOUNT ESHER, G.C.V.O., K.C.B. IN THREE VOLUMES VOL. I.--1837-1843