Sacred and Profane Love
CONTENTS PART I IN THE NIGHT PART II THREE HUMAN HEARTS PART III THE VICTORY _'How I have wept, the long night through, over the poor women of the
soul! I was made to live, Barstow,--made to live life to its fullest!
There isn't a bit of it I don't love,--love too well to be content much
longer to play the galley slave in it. To live is to be free. I love
the blue sky above until I ache to madness that I cannot live under it;
I love the trees and grasses, the oceans, the forests and the denizens
of the forests; I love men and women; I love the press of crowds, the
clamor of men; I love silks and beautiful paintings and clean white
linen and flowers; I love good food, good clothes, good wine, good
music, good sermons, and good books. All--all it is within me to love
and to desire mightily. How I want those things--not morbidly--but
because I have five good senses and God knows how many more; because I
was _made_ to have those things!"
"Then why don't you keep after them?" demanded Barstow coldly.
"Because the price of them is so much of my soul and body that I 'd
have nothing left with which to enjoy them afterwards. You can't get
those things honestly in time to enjoy them, in one generation. You
can't get them at all, unless you sell the best part of you as you did
when you came to the Gordon Chemical Company. Oh Lord, Barstow, how
came you to forget all the dreams we used to dream?"
Barstow turned quickly. There was the look upon his face as of a man
who presses back a little. For a moment he appeared pained. But he
answered steadily,
CONTENTS PART I IN THE NIGHT PART II THREE HUMAN HEARTS PART III THE VICTORY _'How I have wept, the long night through, over the poor women of the